..elf on the shelf.. as i sit here, i am working so hard not to melt down until after the 27th. yes - that is how long it will take us to get through the intitial "holidays". actually it will be jan. 2. but the first push begins today.
today...i have to clean, put things away and hopefully get the pooches in the tub for a bath before my miss c flys in from her journey to spain.
i sit here gazing at all my twinkle lights and my new vintage finds that make me smile. i can't help but think about my childhood and what christmas meant then.
it meant one big family gathering on christmas. it meant my grandmas traveling down from lafayette to stay with us so we didn't have to leave home and could enjoy our day with our gifts. it meant my parents, always on a tight tight budget....making every christmas eve and christmas morning magical. it meant my dad saying...."this year i wonder if santa would like us to leave him a beer and pretzels rather than milk and cookies. apparently santa loved a cold beer and snacks.
most years at least one nite we would sleep under our tree with all the twinkle lites, my brother shawn would lay in bed with erin and i, and tell us to hush - he thought he heard sleigh bells. and then around 3am, he would come get us out of bed and we would run downstairs to find what santa had left under the tree. santa never wrapped his gifts at our house and to see everything sitting is a big group for each of us was drool worthy.
in those days....the word global warming had not been spoken and there were many snowed in days, igloos and snow forts were built, hot chocolate warming on the stove and mom's cinnamon rolls.
as i reflect, it makes me a bit sad that my kids have not been given these simple gifts. they have had to be shuffled back and forth between my house and their dads. they have had to give up many fun vacation options only to head to the pool for two a day practices, holiday invitationals and numerous family gatherings because in todays world, we are all flying from here to there trying to make everyone happy rather than just saying - this year christmas will be spent together in an unhurried manner...with hot chocolate warming, toboggans lined up on the porch and bing crooning softly in the background.
i can say this - this year i have worked to enjoy the preparation. i have tried to put a doable schedule together, so that we aren't so burnt out before christmas even arrives.
i do count my blessings of my three gorgeous, usually heathly children. cheri' will be returning from her little journey to spain. and i so look forward to sitting in little mexico on christmas eve afternoon again this year so she can tell us abput the trip and we can laugh. i say a little prayer so that gabe and clancy will have safe travels to their dads and then back again after christmas so we can watch them open more gifts here. and i look forward to spending some time with aunt lynnies family for christmas eve dinner, then on to mom and dad's for our traditional eve gathering with our beloved labbes'.
to each of you who stop here occassionally, who have been a brite lite in my life....i say peace be with each of you. enjoy and celebrate with those who mean the most to you.
....and to all my chickadees who are on the artist journey with me - holy crap! new hampshire and oregon just what the dr. ordered.
regardless of the holiday you celebrate - blessings.