not sure what is happening here. may be a lack of enough
sleep. little miss c, has slept with my the last two nites. b
is gone and she seems to think i need someone next to me
a i slumber, last nite she was tossing all over and that means
i didn't sleep well.
i often wonder if i am making the difference i yearn to make.
i want to be inspirational, but am i
i need to be creative, but i seem to be stuck
i want to create great things, yet i don't feel i do.
i am missing so many girls right now. i read your blogs
i look at your images and i yearn to head back to the trees
and drink a red stripe out of the ice box. i miss the morning
hugs, the walks over the muddy paths. i miss you. i feel
very alone here in the center of earth.
the days seems as if my hands are tied. i know it is just
the lack of sleep.
saturday we celebrate my family's christmas, meaning sibs
and all the little rugrats. this crazy aunt will make a new tradition
this year....every one gets their birthday gifts for the next year. i
am so bad about remembering that i thought - what the hell.
how fun will this be to see all the gifts on a table! i think they
will love it
our tree is up and so cute. i got her for $10! long scrappy limbs
a little frazier fur, lots of blue and pink glass balls and little drink
umbrellas grace the limbs. you know how i love to use drink
umbrellas!
more pendants on the way. there are 4 heading out the door
this week. so i am going to focus on that and move on.
hope your day is happy and warm, and if not warm then bundle
up and smile.
peace.
