today....a bit cloudy

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not sure what is happening here. may be a lack of enough
sleep. little miss c, has slept with my the last two nites. b
is gone and she seems to think i need someone next to me
a i slumber, last nite she was tossing all over and that means
i didn't sleep well.

i often wonder if i am making the difference i yearn to make.

i want to be inspirational, but am i

i need to be creative, but i seem to be stuck

i want to create great things, yet i don't feel i do.

i am missing so many girls right now. i read your blogs
i look at your images and i yearn to head back to the trees
and drink a red stripe out of the ice box. i miss the morning
hugs, the walks over the muddy paths. i miss you. i feel
very alone here in the center of earth.

the days seems as if my hands are tied. i know it is just
the lack of sleep.

saturday we celebrate my family's christmas, meaning sibs
and all the little rugrats. this crazy aunt will make a new tradition
this year....every one gets their birthday gifts for the next year. i
am so bad about remembering that i thought - what the hell.
how fun will this be to see all the gifts on a table! i think they
will love it

our tree is up and so cute. i got her for $10! long scrappy limbs
a little frazier fur, lots of blue and pink glass balls and little drink
umbrellas grace the limbs. you know how i love to use drink

more pendants on the way. there are 4 heading out the door
this week. so i am going to focus on that and move on.

hope your day is happy and warm, and if not warm then bundle
up and smile.



liz elayne said...

thinking about you this morning...up early with the wonders that is sinus pressure...

wishing i could come over in my slippers and flannel pajamas for hot cocoa and pancakes. (am i inviting myself over for pancakes? hmmm...maybe i should invite you for them. maybe you should plan a trip out here this spring...just sayin'.)

much love to you,

aimee said...

ah, the time you published your post goes so well with the words you wrote... night time is thinking and reflecting time. midwestern winters have a way of throwing the creative process in odd directions. sometimes in circles :)

Sarah said...

You inspire me endlessly, Kelly - your creativity, your sense of fun and thoughtfulness! Big hugs to you, and try not to let the winter grays get ya down.

Also, I love your idea for all the nieces and nephews!

Miss ya, lady.

melissa said...

you are so very creative and inspiring. i too miss all of the girls including you and can't wait to see everyone again...but i don't think i can wait until september. we need something earlier in the year to get us through...any ideas?? hope you have a merry christmas!